Strength

I am getting stronger, maybe not in the way that most people think of the word. But at least in terms of the way that I define it. I am believing in myself more and thinking less about what other people think I should be or do. No one is reading this, and I am really high. I also think I am still angry and am not sure if I ever will be able to really forget and move on. I want to, but will it always be in the back of my mind? Can I erase it, or perhaps is there someone who can erase it for me? Like a really chemical thing. Or do I just let it be?