Blood not funny

Does anyone know what it is like to bleed for nearly 8 months straight? I do, and sadly nothing is getting better. I am in more pain than I think I have been in since the last time the doctor did something to my vagina. It hurts so much I want to cry. What hurts even more is the one person whom I want to come over and take care of me is the most selfish and uncaring person in the world. Saying things like sorry, wish I could help. Well helping would be coming over and sitting with me, doing it without my asking. Calling me to see if I am ok, saying goodbye at the end of a conversation, not cheating on me (whether physically or emotionally) and just being there. I did not want a boyfriend, because I did not feel like the person I was seeing was ready to be a boyfriend. He said he wanted it, actually got into a fight with me about it, and I finally caved. But I do not believe that he has the same idea of what being a boyfriend is as I do.